He's not in love with me, yet. He tells me that he likes me very much, but we all know it's not the same. He has told me several times that he doesn't know if he will ever get married. Alina being Alina is freaked out by this. I'm a relationship person that aims for the gold... aka marriage, and that is the only soul reason for dating.
Another conflict is our religions... well in his part, lack there of. With my religion, its basically wrong to be with him. It's a conflict of interests that I cannot handle. I need my religion, my structure, my faith, but I can't seem to give him up.
We almost broke up last night. I had all my stuff packed up in the car, ready to go, but I couldn't say goodbye, and neither could he. But if we aren't meant to be together, then why are we? I'm just so lost and confused by this situation. Opinions?
